Too Long..

Hyeeee...

Last night, we had a conversation.

Ok, let me be honest.
Aku rase spanjang aku dgn dye, we guys jarang ade real conversation.
Real conversation to me is " u and him talking about the problem"
Means problem yg mmbuatkan ktorg byk kali bergado.

Jarang sgt ktorg bincang pasl bnde ni.
Kalau gado tu just gado jela. Ltak phone ke, x mesej ke, mesej tengking2 ke. All that stuff.
But seriously, aku paling benci klau dye msj tengking2.
Automatik mood aku yg dah reda tu jadi membuak2 balik.
So, please, DONT!

From my experienced,

1. Tak boleh slalu moody and marah si dye, cause nnti dye xde mood nk contact and mybe will find other girl that can cheer him up.

2. U cannot be queen control. Lelaki x suke dicontrol. Lebih2 yg ade life sdiri and hv too much work to do. Automatic he will be soooo stress and starting to keep distance from her.

3. Jangan terlalu melekat. Haha, ayat ape ni?? Means, jgn terlalu be in their life so much. Sometimes they want to do something without his gf. If terlalu stick together, u guys will be sooo bored.. Trust me.

4. Always do something special. Suprise them! Sape x suke suprise? Only Bella Swan tak suke surprise. She said it in twilight okay. Klau bab2 surprise ni, only one thing in my mind. Hadiah la kan?

5. Be a supportive gf. Bagi sokongan and semangat in everything they do. But klau smoke, NO!

6. Manja2. Ewwww! Dafuq? I mean, be more perempuan.. Ape aku melalut ni? Call him with lovely name. And suara tu lembut la sikit. Jgn kasar2. Dgr tu khaleda! Jgn kasar2. (-__-") * I really need to change my attitude. MUST!

7. Sporting and be matured. I admit sometimes i am too strict. Mcm2 x boleh. Dye ajak buat tu x nak, dye ajak buat ni x nak. Haisy. Bajet pulak xde, what to do?

8. Understanding. This is he want me to understand so much. Cause dye ckp i'm not understanding.
I'm trying to be.. I will, okay. I will, just give me time. Sometimes i realize my mistakes too and i'm trying to be a perfect gf for u. So just give me a chance and time, okay?


But sometimes, there's a part that i like.
I mean some of boy's behaviour yg buat dorg nmpk comel.

Some of sweet things to me is,

On phone:
Me:  Why call?
Him: Bby, I'm stress, i need u. 

For me, this is so sweet.. He stress, and by talking to u, he can relieve his stress.
And sometimes, he come to me and cry.
Boys are not perfect, sometimes they cry too.. But sgt2 jarang dpt tgk.
I'm talking about my ex. I shouldnt talk about him. But this is only experienced that i get.
And sometimes he cried when he had too much problem and if he felt weak.
Sometimes i did too.

Talking about mr. annoying sy skrg ni,
Dye sgt2 susah nk nangis. Susahhhhhhhh sgt nk dengar dye nangis.
Hahaha. He is a tough guy i guess.
Ye lah, dari kecik lagi dye dah biase hadap dgn his family matters yg x kan selesai2 smpai skrg.
And from his life experienced, pukul org sane sini. So i guess that makes him strong to face anything.

First time i heard his cry is when,
i pick up the phone, then i heard his parents bergaduh at the back.
He didnt say a word, but i heard his tears.
Dye just diam and hold his tears, and let me hear his parents brgaduh.
So i guess that time dye stress and tension that time.
And honestly, aku bersyukur i was with him at that time..
Dye x byk kwn prmpuan dulu, yelah sape nk dekat dgn lelaki yg byk prob.
But from awal lagi i met him and i know about his family matters, and i still want to be with him..
I can accept anything about his family.. Even family dye x mcm org lain.
I still want him.

Lagi2 on our way to his convocation .
His abah and all his mess behaviour..
I dont know if any of girl can sit in my place and accept it..
But that time even aku trkejut dgn all that mess pun,
I still calm myself and buat mcm biase, so that dye x nmpk i feel awkward at tht time.
I hold his hand, give a smile and say "sabar2, jap gi smpai okay"
Even that time aku pun dah nervous and cemas if dye x dpt masuk dewan tu.
Homaigodddd.. Nasib baik la da lepasssss.. And nasib baik dye x tahu pasl ni.
Huh, what a shame..
Kalau dye tahu, malu nye.. Huhuhu..

Okay, i guess i dah too melaluttt.
Tah ckp pasl ape la ni.
Xde the exactly tajuk yg sesuai.
So...?
That's it, babaii!! :D


To him: Who could love u the way i do?

Mata Kaca

Hye peeps!
Rase da  lame x update blog.


Orait, hari ni luah something yg terpedam lame dlm hati ni. Cewah, ayat..~~
Actually dah lame trpendam hasrat ni..
Cume belum dibuat je lagi. Bergantung pd kos dan mase lagi. Hee.

Hasrat hati ni nk sgt ade spec mate lain.
Brand Ray Ban. Wao, nama dye pun rase mcm gah plak tetibe.

Ya lah, org yg pkai Ray Ban ni sggup beli spec yg beratus2.
And i guess, sape yg pkai spec ni mmg taste dye tinggi sgt utk spec dye yg kecik nonet tu.

So sape yg taste tinggi and nk spec brgaya mmg ramai yg pkai Ray Ban.

* That's why all the nerd's look sooooo handsome.. Cewah. Hahaaa..
   Lagi2 kalau tinggi and putih. Tergugat hati ni. Hehee.

Okay2, enough.
So, aku at least nak satu spec ni.
Lagipun mmg aku dah lame nk spec spare.
So that aku boleh letak kat kereta. Xde la bgntung kat satu spec je.

Klau tgk design dye, walaweh, mmg boleh jatuh hati.
Lagi2 kalau person tu ade fav colour. Lagi rambang mata.

And i want it soooo muchhh...

But this time, aku nk try spec yg lebih besar.
Coz da boring la ngn size yg biase.
I want the big design.


So this spec is on my list!
I'm gonna buy it one day. Heee..

Fav colour of course!! 

I write scene not tragedies

This 3 days memang hari yg sgt2 memenatkan.
Aku x sempat nk update sume bnde yg blaku. Nk mghadap lptop sgt pun x sempat.
So i just write every scene okay. Malas nk tulis pnjg lebar.
So just short scene from me okay.

Day 1

Scene 1
Pagi2 pukul 9 pagi dah bangun coz hari ni nk melawat one of my uncle yg dlm hospital.
Dia sakit jantung, paru2 and buah pinggang. Cause of heavy smoking.
At first, aku ingt dye still okay. But bila smpai kat katil dia, keadaan dye sgt2 tenat.
Nk makan and minum pun susah. Nk bukak mata pun payah.
So i was crying when i see him like that..
Be strong uncle..

Scene 2
After melawat dia, dpt phone call from my atok di kampung.
She said someone tell her that my uncle was in "nazak" situation.
So she called to tell us that she's coming to KL by bus to visit him.

Scene 3
On 11 pm, i drive to pudu to pickup her.
And it was hell jem.
Dgn that night was Chap goh mei. So mmg melayang2 la bunga api atas tu.
Kl pulak, so mmg bersemangat betul bunga api dia.
Boleh sakit jantung drive kat situ. X lama lagi aku yg masuk hospital.
Boleh tempah katil sbelah pakcik aku.

Smpai rumah about 12 something.
Badan lemah sgt2 that time.
Dgn kene hujan lagi. Hujan lebat sgt2.
So mmg rase badan lemah and x larat sgt2.
Smpai katil je terus shut down.


Day 2

Scene 1
I have to wake up early to make breakfast for atok and abg.
Pukul 8 je dah kena kejut ngn mama by phone! Call byk2 kali until anak dia ni bangun.
Orgh, mmg tension klau tido dgr bunyi hp byk2 kali.
Mama suruh goreng karipap and make sandwich.
And just like i thought, atok mane mkn sandwich. Dye x sentuh lgsung.
She said kat kampung mane mkn sandwich. So dye bantai karipap je.
Ye, pape lah atok oiii.. Janji awk makan sudahhh.

Scene 2 
Pukul 3 went to hospital utk hntar atok and mama melawat uncle.
Aku pulak pndai pakat ngn abg.
Ckp x nk masuk hospital.
Bagi alasan nk teman abg pergi bank, kne tggu dlm kereta la, nnti xde parking la, bla bla bla~~
Last2 lepak rumah abg kat selayang je. Homaigod, teruk betol prangai.
Tapi berbaloi jugk, coz dpt lpas rindu kat mimi!!
Makin aktif dye. Lompat sane sini. Hyperactive sgt.
Habis tangan lutut aku dicakar berdarah2. Hesy, nasib baik la kau comel sgt.

Scene 3
Dapat phone call from mama. She was crying.
My sister terjatuh kat office.
That time aku terkejut and cemas.
She's pregnant and tgh sarat!
Mama ckp dtg hospital amek dye and atok then trus rush balik rumah.
Luckly she's okay. Dye boleh drive balik rumah.
But she was alone kat rumah. Nobody's home.
And that time, KL stuck. Jem sgt2.
Then dpt phone call lagi, kakak ckp perut dye sakit sgt2.
Mase tu mama dah nangis on the phone, dye betul2 cemas. Byk kali dye ckp" tgh otw"
Then dye call ayah suruh balik rumah cepat2.
Ayah pulak terpkse cancel dinner dye and rush balik rumah cepat2 coz she was alone at home.

Scene 4
Smpai rumah je terus masuk bilik cari kakak.
She's crying smbil pgg perut and blakang pinggang.
The baby still okay. Xde pendarahan, so my sis said okay. Cume pinggang dye sakit sgt2.
So after we check, ade kesan lebam kat blakang pinggang and siku dye.
Mama just amek ice and sapu minyak.
One whole family risau. Nasib baik xjadi pape kat baby.

Day 3

Pukul 8 pagi, kakak kejutkan aku and ask me to send her to hospital.
That time aku dah cemas dah, tetibe dye sakit lagi.
Dah la parents sume xde kat rumah. Tinggal aku and atok.
Erghhh, i hate this situation.. Time emergency la sume org xde kat rumah.
Then i drive and send her to tropicana hospital.

The doctor scan the baby. The baby is okay.
Cume badan akak still lebam bcause of jatuh tu.
She get one week MC! Gile la wehhh.
Nmpk sgt dasyat tu.
Doctor said she cannot walk too much.
Nnti pinggang dye lagi sakit if nk bersalin nnti.
So better jgn kasi pressure kat pinggang lagi. bagi dye btol2 sembuh.
That time baru aku tahu yg pinggang pun peranan penting dlm bersalin. Coz nnti kena teran kuat2.
Ergh, serammmm..

And just now, i saw this video..
At first it was scary..
but that was a sacrifice from mom to their children..
Lastly, it was a precious moment and the baby is sooooo beautiful..


U should really watch this... :')

• Apabila seorang ibu mula sakit hendak bersalin, tercatatlah pahala jihad baginya.
•  Badan manusia hanya mampu menanggung kesakitan sehingga 45 Del. Tetapi semasa bersalin ibu akan   mengalami sehingga 57 Del yang bersamaan dengan 20 tulang dipatahkan serentak.
•  Apabila seorang ibu melahirkan anak, terhapuslah dosa-dosa lepas bagi wanita itu.
•  Ibu bersalin akan dapat pahala 70 tahun solat dan puasa.
•  Setiap kesakitan pada satu uratnya, Allah hadiahkannya pahala menunaikan haji.

I miss you

I miss you,

I miss this crazy bitch. Hahaha.

I spent two years living with her.

So many memories..

She's getting married! Hoorayy hoorayyy!!

Last week dgr suara dye dlm phone, omagaaa..

Makes me miss her even more!

The sad is, she called cause she need help.

She need someone to talk.

I just can help her by listening to her..

Still, many problem she have to handle.

The wedding, her bf, the other side of family..

Sigh~

I wish u happy,

U are the strongest girl i ever known..

U lost so many things in ur life, yet u still be strong..

I miss u gigi besi!

^_^

He still wear it

He still wear those bracelet.
I have the same too.
We both have it..

Why he still wearing it..

I still remember,
He loves Bruno Mars so much..

Thanks for that song..
I will remember it..

Take a good care of yourself..

U still amazing..

What past is past..

When i was your man

Last night, i received a mesej from my phone.
It was him..

" Please listen to bruno mars- when i was your man"

........
It's a sad song..Really sad song...
I'm almost cry when i hear that song....

Why he didnt give up?
Please just give up...

For right now, i feel guilty..
I'm sad and regret for all the things that i hv done.

Stay away...
Please, just go...

And by that, i take my phone and call my annoying..
Even that time dah pukul 2.30 pagi.
I just take my phone and call him.
I did that bcause..
To make me realize that i already have him..
I dont want to repeat the same mistakes again..
I wont this time... :'(

To my annoying,
Even he doesnt know what i'm going through..
Dont let me make the same mistake again..
Please.... hold me tightly.. :'(

Welcome baby!

Hye dearest blog!
Rase dah lame x update pulak. Hee.

Orait, currently my whole family tgh menanti ketibaan org baru dlm family ni.
Yah, the cutest one! Heee.
Okay, x tahu cute ke tak. But anggap cute jelah. Haha..

It's a baby boy.
Ktibaan dye is next month.
Bulan 3, but i dont know the exactly date.

I know org lain excited, but i'm nervous.
Extremely nervous.
Cause i dont know how to handle a baby..
It is the first time ever.
Cause i never live with a baby before.
So, erghhh.. Resah? Takot?
Sume la ade.

BUT!!
Bfore anything go so fast, i already pick up a "gelaran name" for me. Heheeee
I know he have to call me "mak ngah" cause i'm the second daughter of this family.
But, i dont want that!!!!
It sounds so OLD and LAME.

Hmmmmmmmmm...
I wantt him to call me " Mak Yang"
Sounds pelik right? But if dye pelat, he will accidently call me " Ayang"
And i love that! Sounds cute. Hihiii..

Dah boleh imagine that little boy come to me and call me "ayang.. ayangggg..."
Omg, so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
Haaaaaaaaaaaa, i can imagine that.
Huhu, boleh nangis kat sini.

Lagi cute if my sweetest bf hold and play with him.
Dah la dye suke budak2.
Eh wait, then that little boy will call si dye ape?
If me ayang, then he? Abang???   HAHA!   So lame..
Hmm, what aa??
Kena fikir lain ni. I dono what name suitable for him. Haisy.

Okay, for little baby, cepat2 keluar ok?
Come out, so you can see how cruel this world are... Eh?
Hahaaa, joking.
Come out to see how beautiful this world and meet people who loves you, okay? :)
Ayang tggu baby kat sini okay? Cepat2 keluar tao!!

U will have such a nice grandfather who will love u more than anything in this world..
Dye akan beli sume brg yg baby nak ok? Cause he loves u very much..
Dye akan bwk baby kluar jalan2, kluar beli mainan, mkn aiskrim, mcm2 lagi..
Skrg ni pun atok dah beli sume baju and brg2 baby..
He just wait for u to come out and play with him..
So come out quickly okay?
Atok loves u very much... :)

And u will have such a beautiful grandmother in the world..
Dye la nenek yg paling cantik skali dlm dunia ni.
So baby beruntung ok dpt nenek yg cantik mcm tu?
Dye akan jage baby, mandikan baby, tidurkan baby.
So jgn susahkan nenek sgt ok? Dye cantik, tapi dye pun smakin tua.
Klau nk susahkan, pegi susahkn mama sdiri ok? Jangan susahkan ayang tao?! Heheee..

Taraaa..!!
This is my only sister.
Mmg muka ktorg x sama lgsung.
Dye ikut muka ayah, thats why muka ktorg x same sgt.
My face lebih ikut muka mama. Heee..

Orait, see that perut buncit tuuuu??
Tu tanda nya kakak aku dah makan seorg manusia sbb kelaparan yg melampau2.
Hahaaa..
Okay2, that baby is in that stomach.
Sempit la perut tu, cepat la keluar baby oiii...

One thing, takot tgk perut dye!
Besar sgt mcm nk meletop. Errrrrr...~~
Ok lah, cpt kluar ok baby??

Ayang tggu kat luar ok?

Find out if you hate, or still love your ex

1. 1

   When you see your ex, what do you do?

   • Shoot him a dirty look as you pass.
   • Go talk to him.
   • Walk away. You still can't bear to see him.
   • Smile and pass on by.
2. 2

   When you hear your song, what do you do?

   • Turn it off, and try to hold back tears.
   • Smile. This was his/her favorite song.
   • You listen to it, but aren't really reminded of him.
   • Blare it, and sing your heart out, Taylor Swift style.
3. 3

   When you are with your friends, what do you say about your ex?

   • You don't really bring his/her name up. It's just not important.
   • Trash your ex's name!
   • He/She is still a good friend of yours, even after the breakup.
   • Moan about how you miss him/her.
4. 4

   How do you feel about the breakup?

   • We are better as friends, anyways.
   • We just weren't meant to be.
   • I wish we were still together.
   • I hate everything about him now.
5. 5

   When you see a picture of you two together, what do you do?

   • Tear into tiny pieces.
   • Remember the past times and desperately wish things could be the same.
   • Frame it. Those were some good memories!
   • Glance at it for a second, but put it away. It's over and done with.
6. 6

   If you see your ex with another girl/guy, how do you feel?

   • It doesn't even bother you. You shrug it off.
   • If he/she is happy, I'm happy and supportive.
   • They would make a good couple. They're both stupid and you curse their names.
   • Cry for hours at night, wishing you were the one with him/her instead.
7. 7

   When you make a wish on a shooting star, 11:11, etc., what do you wish for?

   • To be together with him/her again.
   • That your ex will get hit by a bus.
   • Good grades, good health, or fame and fortune.
   • To have a lot of good friends.
8. 8

   Do you keep up with your ex on Facebook/Twitter etc.?

   • Yep! We still act like friends!
   • No, I deleted him/her. Out of sight, out of mind.
   • I check his/her wall/tweets every day.
   • I leave mean posts/tweets about him/her on his/her wall, and on my wall.
9. 9

   What Taylor Swift song is your anthem?

   • Mean
   • Last Kiss
   • Picture To Burn
   • I'm Only Me When I'm With You
10. 10

    In one word, how do you describe your ex?

    • Amazing
    • Reliable
    • Evil
    • Unimportant
11. 11

    How do you deal with your breakup?

    • Involve yourself in things you love to do, such as sports and hobbies.
    • Cry, write about it, then cry some more.
    • Make an effort to stay friends, no matter how awkward it is.
    • Blame everything on him/her.
12. 12

    If you had the chance to tell your ex one thing, what would it be?

    • I want to be friends, like the old days. You still mean a lot to me.
    • I never want to speak to you again. Ever.
    • We had a good time while it lasted, but I think we should both move on.
    • I still love you. I always will. Please give me one more chance.
13. 13

    Do you still try to impress your ex?

    • No. I have better things to do.
    • YES! Anytime I know I might see him/her, I try to look good and act cool.
    • Nope. He/She likes me for who I truly am.
    • Me? Impress my ex?! HECK NO!
14. 14

    Will you ever move on?

    • Umm... I already have! Sweet revenge, baby!
    • Yes, but I don't want my ex out of my life. We can still be close.
    • No. He/She was the one for me. I will never find someone else.
    • There are definitely more fish in the sea. I will find the right person one day.
15. 15

    Did you like this quiz?

    • It was one of my favorite quizzes!
    • It was okay, but not the best.
    • No! It was terrible!
    • It liked it a lot!
16. 

    Which of the following is most true for you?

    • I like children.
    • I like sharing my opinion and would like to earn money doing it.
    • None of the above.
      
      
      
      
      
      
      *My  answer is the word with underlined 

Halangan

Ya Allah, jgn lah Kau jadikan ini sbg halangan utk aku blajar..
Walau aku ketinggalan sekalipun, kuatkan semangatku utk blajar..

.............................

Aku takut lame-kelamaan aku hilang smangat utk sambung..
Hati mane x sedih..
:'(

Hati ni nak sgt solat mengadu pada Nya.. :'(
Tapi tgh berpantang..

Ya Allah.. aku terima jika ni yg terbaik utk ku..

Just, aku sedih sbb i'm alone..

No one i can talk to...
No one here with me when i needed... :'(

Hati, pls be strong....
Pls take care of me.......
Please be strong......

.......

Everyday, i hold my phone..

Trying to text and call u..

But..... i put it back..

Cause i know, no matter how much i miss u, u didnt get it..

U never know how much i miss ur voice, ur laugh..

U always want to end up the conversation quickly.. 

I just can hear ur voice for 10 minutes..

I know it will end up that way...

U are mine, but why i didnt feel that way?

:'(

Quotes

 It hurts telling myself I miss him. I feel great pain knowing I can never have him. In my heart, I hope he’d stay and never go away. I love him and I always will but inside I cry saying, “I wish he knew.”

 I care for you and I know you know. That’s why I can’t understand why you have to hurt me the way you do. I’d like to ask you to explain but I know you don’t want to so I guess I’ll just be forever wondering what I meant to you.

When I need you, are you there? And when I’m weak, do you even care? I’m shouting I love you, can’t you even hear? Are you even aware I’m here?

It will slowly die..

Hye, afternoon.

Hari ni aku mimpi bnde yg pelik sgt2..
I must say that sejak kbelakangn ni, sometimes aku trfikirkn pasl dye.
Last week ade la sikit, but masuk this week byk sgt.
Terlalu byk..
Why....?
Why time2 camni aku boleh tringtkan dye?
Kerap pulak tu.
Is something bad happen to him?
Hurm.....

Mind..
Terlalu byk kau melayang.
Melayang tringatkan semua org dlm hidup kau.
I guess hati aku dah separuh kosong..
Its empty.
Tggu nk habiskan full.

Like this quote,
" Love is like a plant, it takes time to grow but when you stop caring for it, it slowly dies."

I admit one thing,
I feel like i'm a free single girl.
I live by my own.
Nobody need to contact me evrday and ask me questions.

For right now, aku dah terbiase.
Aku dah x bergayut mlm.
No long conversation, no happy, no laugh.
Like i said, like a single girl. Not involve in any relationship.

I'm sick of scolding, crying, waiting.... All that stuff..
Dah penat. Dah penat sgt2..

Skrg dlm life, aku dah x pentingkan sape2.
Even him. Cause aku rase its not worth it..
Even byk mane pun dye penting utk aku, tak semestinye aku penting utk dye.

People, anytime can change.
Anytime he can go.
Same goes to my feelings..
Anytime my feeling towards him will die...

Dah!
No point if fikirkan org lain lebih dari diri sendiri.
For now, aku just nk fikirkan utk diri aku sdiri.
Aku dah x nk fikirkan hal dye and pentingkan dye.
Dye ade life sdiri, so biar dye uruskan sdiri.
Same goes to me. For right now pun dye mane ade mase utk amek tawu life aku.
So i better move on by myself.

Next week aku nk start cari keje.
I dah already target which one, so hopefully insyaallah..
Bfore this aku target nk keje next month coz really nk spend time with him.
But bile tengok sume ni, x berbaloi utk aku tggu dye.
Better i keep myself bz than thinking of him.

So, congratulations. I wont thinking about u anymore..
Next time, i'm the one who doesnt have much time for u.

Cause i remember, mase keje dulu pun aku x byk mase ngn dye.
Keje balik malam, smpai rumah je mandi and trus tido.
Mmg x gayut.
Bangun esoknye trus keje. Cuti one day.
Itupun cuti guna utk rest kan badan.
Hmm.. guess i will do this again one more time..

Happy thing is, i will get new friends!
Rmai lagi kenalan! New members and new experience!
Excited!
This will slowly pushing him away from me. ( U want this dont u?)

And insyaallah my first salary, i will use it to by new phone!
My new gaming phone. Haha, gaming gituuuu..
I have made up my mind.
Bfore this i feel like wanna buy a new hp for him too.
But, bile fikirkan balik....
Mybe no. I wont buy.
Bcause, utk ape hp tu?
He not even call me, ktorg dah x gayut.
So what for??
No use at all. X payah pakai phone baru pun xpe.
Cukup la skadar hp yg dye pkai skrg ni.
Bukan utk call aku pun kan.  So, keep it.
Keep it save.

So, next week!
I'm waiting for new jobs and new friends!
I'm waiting for uuuuuuu bebeh!!
:D

Problems

Hye blog!

Hari ni tepat pukul 3 aku telah didatangi bulan.
Okay, bnde ni x patut dibincangkan di khalayak ramai  (-__-")

Aku bukan nk crite pasl kedatangn bulan or what so ever. No.
Hari ni aku just nk kongsi ape ragam aku saat itu.

Mcm sume prmpuan dlm dunia ni, sume ade ragam masing2.
Mmg super emo habes.
But klau yg x emo tu congrats krane anda brjaye mgawal emosi anda sbaik mungkin. ^_^

Talking bout me,
First thing is, saat itu aku akn rase dahaga sgt2. I need more water to drink. Due tige cawan minum.
Rase mcm dahaga bagai nk rak.
Mkanan sume tolak tepi pun xpe. Janji dpt air.
And now, jgn tanya la brape byk kali aku minum air hari ni.
Smpai naik kembung da perut ni.
Boleh jadi Lea Maembong dah. Hahhaa!!!


Second thing is, aku akan super moody dgn sape2 saje.
Yeah, and mangse paling terdekat is si dye yg trcinta. Haha, x payah nk cinta sgt la.
Yah, si dye supaye aku boleh lepas sume geram kat dye. Huahuahua..
Mmg ape dye buat sume salah.
Sume yg betol pun akan jadi salah. Anytime aku boleh jadi moody.
So no wonder la sometimes dye takut nk brckp ngn aku, cause aku akn mara ngn sume bnde.
*Sorry, its my nature darling. >_<

Third thing is, aku pun one of the girls yg x trlepas dari sakit senggugut.
Pada girls yg xde symptoms senggugut, anda sgt2 BERTUAH!!!
I wish i dont hv it too.. But.... Dah takdir yg mnentukan.
Slalunya klau sakit tu myerang, mmg terdampar kat katil berjam2 lame nye.
Dah mcm ikan dugong terdampar sbb laut dah habis air. Ape mende aku ni?
Paling lama pun dlm 4 or 5 jam aku trdampar.
Serius sakit sgt2.
Normally time tu la muka akan berkedut seribu bhase.
Tawu2 je bgun,muke da brkedut mcm org tua. Hahaa

Fourth thing is, habit aku suke ketuk or tumbuk perut sdiri. Bukan tumbuk btol2.
I mean, u just kepalkan penumbuk, and then slowly ketuk2 kat bhagian bwh perut tu.
Cara tu x la memulihkan, but its mgurangkan sakit.
And sometimes klau aku tgh ketuk tu, bukan tgn aku je ade.
Ade la tgn makhluk lain yg menumpang skali ketukkan skali.
Hahaha, Ye, si lelaki mgade2 tu la. Konon kesian tgk aku.
Bajet nk tnjuk dye tu penuh perasaan simpati la tu.
But i'm thankful to hv someone like him. Hahaa, even mgade2.
One thing aku perasan, bile dye nmpk aku sakit, dye sgt2 risau.
Stiap minit tnye " Ok x?" Sakit lagi x?"  
:)
Thank you for concern.

Forgot! One thing lagi!
I dono if someone feel the same or not, but evrytime period,
I felt like ade something gerak2 dlm ni.
Its like mcm machine yg berkarat tgh nk berpusing, but stuck.
So dye akan keluar bunyi yg mcm stuck.
Aku x tahu la if someone pun feel the same or just me.
Hahaaa, but its REALLY happening to me.

Ok, thats all.
Itu shaje symptoms yg dihadapi.
For sure all the girls have their problems too. Even animal hv problems!
Hahahaaa!!

Ok Bye!

Tips?

Gd morning people!

Skrg ni aku tgh online utk dapatkan petua and tips utk hilangkan jrawat or jeragat.
Tadi si dye baru complain2 cmne nk hilangkan bnde tu.

Actually aku pun x tahu yg bnde tu jerawat ke or jeragat sbenarnye.
Ni bukan naik kat muka. Naik kat lengan dye.
So pelik x jerawat ade kat lengan? Bukan jenis jerawat besar setempek tu.
Dye jenis kecik2 and merah2. Mcm mat saleh punye jeragat tu.
So skrg ni aku tgh confused sama ade bnde yg kat lengan dye tu jerawat ke jeragat?
Haisy, confused aku.

Aku pulak ksian tgk dye x selesa.
Dah la kulit dye putih melepak, pastu timbul bnde tu merah2. Jadi kesian lak aku tgk.

So, aku pun kne la google cari petua utk hilngkn bnde tu.

Ha, ni yg nk cite ni!
Aku paling x suke klau cari petua ape2 yg kne gune bahan2 tradisional.
Cmne eh? Hmm, i mean mcm nk kne gune madu lah, sirih la, lada la.
Hisyyy.. sungguh x suke.

Aku lebih suke klau org tu syorkan produk or brg terus.
Lagi2 klau produk tu dari farmasi. Lagi aku suke!
Sbb senang nk dpt and boleh terus beli je.

Klau jenis produk kecntikan kosmetik yg tah ape2 pun aku x suke jugak.
Coz x knal produk tu and kne beli dari org or online.
Sungguh aku x prcaye brg2 cmtu.

Aku lagi tenang and yakin klau beli brg dari farmasi.
Sbb ntah la. Rase hepi je klau beli kat farmasi. Hahaaa.

So, ni hasilnye.
Setelah aku google pasl petua tadi, aku dpt beberapa brg yg boleh di beli utk si dye.

1. Scrub buah-buahan or ape2 jenis scrub. Kne sapu kat bdan utk hilangkn kotor2 kat bdn tu.
2. Nivea lotion ( ade sorg girl ni dye tulis yg dye pakai lotion ni and mmg hilang jerawat kat badan)
3. Scrub green tea dari Elianto.

Hmmm.. Mane satu nk try ni??

Lost

:'(

15 Tanda-tanda Hubungan Cinta Sudah Retak

1. Terdapat sms yang bernada mesra di dalam inbox telefon pasangan anda. Atau, inbox dan sent items sentiasa kosong walaupun memory card tidak full. Malahan pasangan juga akan memarahi sekiranya anda meneliti telefon bimbit mereka.

2. Pasangan terlalu asyik dengan laman sosial seperti Facebook, Friendster dan lain-lain lagi. Kekerapan pasangan dengan laman sosial melebihi jumlah kebersamaan anda dengan mereka.

3. Kurangnya komunikasi dua hala dengan pasangan. Kadang-kadang sehingga membawa kepada keengganan untuk berbicara antara satu sama yang lain. Banyak berahsia.

4. Tiada lagi ungkapan kasih sayang atau panggilan mesra seperti sebelum ini. Pasangan juga semakin acuh tak acuh kepada anda. 

5. Lebih banyak menghabiskan masa bersama rakan-rakan atau kerja berbanding dengan pasangan. Mahukan kebebasan sendiri.

6. Suka memarahi, memburuk-burukkan  pasangan. Pasangan juga tidak mahu mengalah sekiranya berlaku persengketaan.

7. Menjadi seorang pendengar yang gagal! Apabila tidak ada pihak yang mahu menjadi pendengar ketika perbincangan, maka di situlah timbulnya bibit-bibit keretakan.

8. Semakin melupai tarikh istimewa seperti hari ulang tahun perkahwinan, perkenalan dan hari jadi pasangan. Tambah teruk, pasangan juga semakin berat tulang menghadiah dan memberikan penghargaan kepada kamu.

9. Jarang atau mungkin tidak pernah memberitahu alasan pergi ke mana-mana, mengapa pulang lewat.

10. Pertengkaran sering terjadi meski pun ianya cuma disebabkan oleh masalah yang kecil. Ada sahaja kesilapan yang cuba diselongkar oleh pasangan untuk mencetuskan api pergaduhan sehinggakan kedua-dua belah pihak merasa lebih baik ketika tidak bersama. 

11. Mula merasa lebih senang dengan orang lain. Lebih gemar mengadu masalah dengan orang lain daripada pasangan. Sejujurnya apabila anda merasa lebih tenang bersama orang lain berbanding pasangan.

12.  Anda mula mengungkit-ungkit keburukan pasangan. Pasangan tak jaga badan, pasangan tak pandai masak, pasangan mengabaikan, sebenarnya dia mencari alasan untuk mencari yang lain.

13. Tidak selesa untuk keluar bersama. Jika ingin keluar bersama, cuba mencari tempat-tempat yang tak ramai orang, rahsia dan tersorok. Lebih suka main sms atau telefon daripada berbual bersama. Mahu pulang ke rumah dengan segera.

14. Mula berkeras dengan pasangan, Naik tangan dan maki hamun.

15. Tidak boleh tengok muka masing-masing rasa nak marah. Mengelak daripada berjumpa. Rasa sakit hati kalau tengok wajah pasangan. Sudah tidak mahu berusaha lagi untuk baikkan hubungan. Rasakan lebih baik berpisah.

#Copy from someone's blog.

Ayat yg di BOLD kan is exactly happening between me and him. 

No words to say..