Hye blog..
Boleh rase habuk2 dlm ni. Lame btol x update ape2 ni.
Plus, lptop aku pun da brhabuk ni. Lame gila x bukak ni.
Okay lets make it short and simple..
1. There's a baby in the HOUSE!! Haha.. Well, his name is Aaron El-Hariss Abas. Fuyooh!! We called him Hariss and sometimes people call him Aaron. Nvm, as long he's mine. Haha
2. So automatically i became mak sedare dye. Wawaaa.. He will call me "Ucu" I loved it! :D
3. After having a baby, woahh baru la aku tahu penat dye cmne. Every night tido x tenteram. Sejam due jam confirm akan bgun sbb kne bancuh susu if baby nangis. And the scary part is, CONFIRM dye akan nangis stiap malam. Waa, rabak mate. Memang since dye ade, family aku x cukup tido. Sume bengkak2 mate esok pagi.
4. For now, i'm bz looking for job. Byk interview dah pergi. Some of the reason tolak is because, most of them nak cari secretary, salary x smpai seribu pun ade, position for officer which is confirm keje brlmbak2, and they offer contract. Sigh~~~ (-___-")
5. I'm officially single. New experience!
6. I have a new smartphone! The camera is 8 mega pixel and HD. The phone is Dual core, which is sgt2 lajuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu.. :))
7. Sy dah pandai bancuh susu and jaga baby sikit2. Haha. Sengal kan? Well, u cant blame me, coz rumah ni mmg x pernah ade budak. So i have zero experience in taking care of kids.
8. I love to kiss Hariss so muchhhhhhhh. Bau baby sgt2 awesomeeeeeeeeeeee!!! Mmg bau syurga. Seriously sgt2 wangiiiiiiiii...
9. This is very pain.. Aku dah jadi org gaji spenuh masa kat rumah ni. Bancuh susu, basuh sume baju, sarung tangan and kaki baby, lampin, towel, everythingggggggggg! Nk pgg hp pun xde mase.. Terkejar sane sini. Huhu.. Kena jage dye, mandikan dye, tido kan dye. Nasib baik tak susukan dye. Haha.
10. Lastly.... currently now i'm messaging with someone.. He is sgt2 jujur and sweet.
But.. i'm scared to move.. Bfore anything get too serious, i should stop... But... i'm thinking....why should i??
Should i stop, or not? Who i'm waiting for... Should i wait or not?
Can i release everything here?
I pray for ur happiness..
I'm not perfect and i cant be the girl u always wanted.
If i cant make u happy, i hope some day, there's a girl who can make it..
I've done evrything i could..
I support u in many ways..i alwys want to be there with u..
But.. i hope there would be someone who alwys be there for me too..
I know u cant afford to do that..
Thats why, i dont want to force u anymore..
I'm hoping, u will come, say sorry and be like u used to be.
But u never will. Even a sorry word is too hard for u to say.
I wont find u. I already made a promise to myself.
Because all this time, i'm the one who always did that..
Bcause u are really important to me.
But then i realize, why dont u do the same?
And that's it.. Now i know who i really am to u.
It doesnt matter..
If this is the last.. I will accept it..
But, this time, i wont find u again. Like u alwys did bfore this, remember?
