Random Questions!

Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.

- Sang pungguk merindui sang bulan walau tak terdengar gelak tawa nya.

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can, What can you touch?
- My blue pillow

Before you started this survey, what were you doing?
- Gosok gigi and cuci muka

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
- Maharaja Lawak Mega 2013

Without looking, guess what time it is
- Maybe about 1.45 am?

Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
- 1.42 am. Yeah, hampir!

With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
- Angin dari putaran kipas.

When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
-Sejam yang lalu. Buang sampah kat luar. Tehee.

Did you dream last night?

- Nop. Dah lame gile x mimpi :(

Do you remember your dreams?

- Sometimes. Most of them not.

When did you last laugh?

-When watching tv just now.

Do you remember why / at what?

- Bcause watching maharajalawak. Gile kau tak gelak.

What is on the walls of the room you are in?
- A long mirror.

Seen anything weird lately?
- I just saw a baby lizard. Weird.

What do you think of this quiz?

- Awesome :) Simple and nice!

What is the last film you saw?

- Hunger games catching fire.

If you could live anywhere in the world, where would you live?

- Istanbul or Europe.

If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
- An expensive car, bungalow and every clothes that i want.

Tell me something about you that most people don't know.

- Quiet, a listener. and an observer. 

And! I don't like to talk much. Seriously.

If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?

- Change the stupid prime minister. Low cost for everything and let the people happy.

Do you like to dance?

- Of course!

Would you ever consider living abroad?
- Always! I really want to! But i'll be missing malaysian food so badly... Huaaaa..

Does your name make any interesting anagrams?

- Wtf is anagrams??

Who made the last incoming call on your phone?

- Mr. Annoying

What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

- Boboiboy game application. Haha.. I'm a big fan of boboiboy. :D

Last time you swam in a pool?

- Last at rumah sewa Shah alam with him.

Type of music you like most?

- Any type! As long the lyric and the beat is awesome.

Type of music you dislike most?

- Other than malay, english and korean language.

Are you listening to music right now?

- Nop. Just typing. Otherwise i wont focus on the question.

What color is your bedroom carpet?

- Wooden chocolate.

If you could change something about your home, without worry about expense or mess, what would you do?
- Perbesarkan setiap ruang! Every room must hv a toilet. Ish!  Baik pindah banglo je, lagi senang! 

What was the last thing you bought?
- Memory card 16gb

Have you ever ridden on a motorbike?

- Yes. I can't remember when. But yes.

Would you go bungee jumping or sky diving?

- Of course. New experience babyyyy!

Do you have a garden?

- Nop. Not interested to hv a garden.

Do you really know all the words to your national anthem?

- Of course. Selalu nyanyi time skolah pulakk. Hehehe

What is the first thing you think of when you wake up in the morning?

- What time is it?? Is it afternoon already? i will be dead.

If you could eat lunch with one famous person, who would it be?

- Channing tatum!!!! Aummm!!  *__*

Who sent the last text message you received?

- Izwa

Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?

- I dont have credit card.

What time is bed time?

- Mine is 2.30 am or 3 am. I have insomnia.

Have you ever been in a beauty pageant?

- Hahaaaa i'm too uglyyyyy..

How many tattoos do you have?

- Neverrrrrrr

If you don't have any, have you ever thought of getting one?

- Noppppp.

What did you do for your last birthday?
- I don't even remember... :(  Maybe went out and celebrated with him.

Do you carry a donor card?

- Hah?? Who will keep a donor card anyway?

Who was the last person you ate dinner with?

- Mama.

Is the glass half empty or half full?

- What glass? Why suddenly pop out a glass question? Where the glass come from??

What's the farthest-away place you've been?

- Siam.

When's the last time you ate a homegrown tomato?

- A market tomato ade lah. Ntah, tak ingat.

Have you ever won a trophy?

- Yah. Anugerah kecermelangan pelajar tahun bile tah. And the netball stuff. Tak ingat sume.

Are you a good cook?

- Sometimes. Hahaha! Not really.

Do you know how to pump your own gas?

- My own gas? What? My car? Yes i do.

If you could meet any one person (from history or currently alive), who would it be?

- I want to meet Mr. annoying when he was in primary school. HAHAHA!

Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?

- Of course. It's malaysia. Student have to wear uniform.

Do you touch-type?

- What is that mean???! No

What's under your bed?

- A bunch of carpet and boxes.

Do you believe in love at first sight?

- Yes i do!!

Think fast, what do you like right now?

- Shopping! Clothes! Money!

Where were you on Valentine's day?

- I don't celebrate it.

What time do you get up?

- 12 pm always. Because is sleep late. 

What was the name of your first pet?

- Rahul and Misha !  Hahaaa! i just remembered them!

Who is the second to last person to call you?

- Ayah

Is there anything going on this weekend?

- Nop. Maybe going out with family.

How are you feeling right now?

- Relaxed

What do you think about the most?

- Nothing.

What time do you get up in the morning?

- Is this the same question?? I answered already. Mostly about 12 pm

If you had A Big Win in the Lottery, how long would you wait to tell people?

- After i calm myself.

Who would you tell first?

- My family.

What is the last movie that you saw at the cinema?

- Hunger games catching fire.

Do you sing in the shower?

- Nop. Not interested.

What do you do most when you are bored?

- Online, Playing games in the phone or watch tv.

What do you do for a living?

- Study, Eat, Sleep, Hungry, Wasting time....

Do you love your job?

- I'm not working, currently.

What did you want to be when you grew up?

- A businesswomen. I want to open my own business.

If you could have any job, what would you want to do/be?

- Model.

Which came first the chicken or the egg?

- Ahah! Tricky question! Not gonna answer it.

How many keys on your key ring?

- I don't have any keys.

What kind of car do you drive?

- Proton saga.

What are your best physical features?

- I love my cheeks! Hihi

What are your best characteristics?
-  Funny maybe? Or a good listener? Ntah 

If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation where would you go?

- Korea, Japan, Paris, Europe, Hawaii, Bali.

What kind of books do you like to read?

- Love, Adventures, and Fiction.

What is your favorite time of the day?
- Spending time with family or love one.

Where did you grow up?

- Damansara and Puchong

What are you reading now?
- This question. Haha! 

Are you a morning person or a night owl?

- Definitely night owl!!

Can you touch your nose with your tongue?

- Cannot.

Can you close your eyes and raise your eyebrows?

- Cannot

Do you have pets?

- Used to.

How many rings before you answer the phone?

- About 3 rings.

What is your best childhood memory?

- Not remember anything.

What are some of the different jobs that you have had in your life?

- Part time job at ioi tu. Hahaa..

Any new and exciting things that you would like to share?

- Yupppp. Waiting for him to end his final exam and going back to puchong! Yeayy!!!

What is most important in life?

- Allah, Family, And love one.

What Inspires You?

Everything. People, Words, Picture, Quotes. Everything that i see in daily life. 

Pieces

Indeed.

I let him go, because I had no choice. I miss him dearly, but he was not mine to have. Sure he was one of my best friends. He will always hold a very special place in my heart… But at the same time, I’ve lost respect for him. Who knows how many lies he fed me, how many times he has tried to hide the truth from me. I loved him. I really did. He broke my heart, he’s made me contemplate just disappearing altogether. He’s hurt me in ways he will never understand. But I’m freeing myself from the stress he has caused me.  I’m moving on. I will no longer stand for this. I will keep smiling. I will move forward.

Im sorry ill never be want you want, no matter how hard i try. Ill leave you alone, i cry myself to sleep forever now. I'm so tired of trying to pelase people but nothing I ever do is good enough..

Completely giving up. Drip feed me as much as you want. I don't care

I'm always trying for us.

I’ve made so much excuses for you because i just wanted you to be mine. 
but now im dont making excuses for you. if you’re going to try to be with me then honey you’re going to have to try harder, because im not just going to sit here and tell myself your busy, tell myself your phones dead, or allow myself to believe other things. 

Why do I feel like crying after every time we talk? Why did things have to change so much over one summer? Why can’t we go back to the way things were, where we could actually have a conversation that wasn’t choppy questions and answers and there weren’t five minute blocks of silence. I just want us to be us again, but you don’t seem to care. Why can’t you just be my boyfriend and best friend and my rock like you used to? I hate feeling like this..

I went to sleep lonely, and woke up lonely.. and now I sit here lonely.

It seems that no matter how hard I try to be what people need and want, it’s not enough, and if I be myself and embrace who I am, they don’t like it.   All I want is a little stability, in general.. not just in love, but in anything.  I feel like I’m just helpless waiting on someone

Tired of trying

I’m tired of fighting for you. I give you my all and in return you ignore me? Stop playing your little mind games. I’m sick of it. If you wanna leave, go ahead. The door is wide open for ya. I give up already. & I could care less.

You wanted my care and I gave it to you.
And then what?
Nothing.
No response, no anything.
Do you even know how worried you’re making me feel 
Is one text to let me know whether you are alright or not is too much to ask?
fuck it.

The last fuck given

Hye u ols.

Hari ni nak meluahkan perasaan pasal "Past"

Do u have any of "ex" that u really hate?

It's like nak sangat2 anggap die tu x pernah wujud dalam hidup kite.
And kite x pernah ade any kind of relationship dgn die. Ade??

Well, aku ade. Yes, ade.
And that feeling is sangat2 annoying dgn perangai die. Sangat2 benci tahap gaban.
I bet everyone have own reason why benci their ex.
No such thing tibe2 benci tanpa sebab, kan?
Huh.

But this one. Urgh!! Aku x tahu nk describe camne.
Sangat2 benci and kalau boleh memang x nk mengaku ade hbungan dgn die.
Why la?? Why?? What was i thinking in the past?
Mcm orang yg sangat2 dumb and have no brain!! Arghh.
Tension sangat2 bile fikir balik.
It feels so much pain and so much regret and malu. Semua ade.

So, talking about this guy.
I seriously hate him so much.
Benci tahap tak nak ingat dia langsung.
Nak ingat muka dia pun naik tinggi darah ni.
Rase nk amik tangan tepis2 ingatan tu.
Seriously x boleh nk ingat muka dia. Sangat2 sakit hati.
Do u ever feel that too?

I dont know what happen to him, how's his life. I really dont give a damn about that.
Buat lah ape kau nak. Lantak kau and life kau. Aku sangat2 x nak tahu.
Or any perempuan yg kau dapat or any skandal kau and so on.

It's really pain. Mcm duri yg stuck dlm hati ni.
Even kau x nak fikir pasal dia.
But there's one time bile kau teringat apa yg die pernah buat, hati ni sakit sangat2.
So automatic bila x nak fikir pasal die, hati ni akan sakit bila ingat die balik.

Urgh, aku pun dah x tahu ape yg aku taip ni.
Plus serabut and menyampah and sakit hati. Banyak sangat!

Well, memang aku ckp dgn diri aku sendiri, that aku x nak ade kene mngena ngn lelaki tu lagi.
Sangat2 cukup dgn ape yg aku dah terima selama ni.

I've had enough with his lies.
Terlalu byk sangat penipuan. Sangat2.
Sampai aku dah x tahu ape jenis monster dia tu.
I mean, how can he live with all those lies?
Do u really have fun?
How can u live with that kind of heart? Seronok dgn penipuan tu?

Cukup la, memang aku dah kenyang sgt dengan penipuan kau tu.
Maybe ramai lagi kene tipu dgn kau sbelum ni. I dont even wanna know.
And maybe in future kau akan cari girl lagi utk kau tipu. Good luck with that.

The part yg aku paling benci skrg ni is, dia still boleh act like nothing happen.
Die text aku like mcm aku ni x penah benci die and die x buat salah.
U know how it feels when the person u hate so much can come easily and say hi to u?
Rasa rimas and annoying tahu tak?

Aku x tahu la ape reason kau perlu cari balik ex kau.
Nak try win her heart back or whatever, i dont know.
But seriously, org bodoh je boleh pergi balik kat kau.
Org yg sanggup kene tipu balik and percaya kat kau boleh la kau bodohkan.

Well, aku ade rase mcm skrg ni nk amik papan kayu ape2 , pukul kepale die sampai pecah.
Hah! Baru kau tahu camne bencinye aku kat kau.
Muka kau, barang kau, kelibat kau, gelak kau. Semua aku benci!!!

Tolong lah cari perempuan lain yg kau boleh jahanamkan hidup dia.
Aku sangat2 xde mase nak ingat pasal kau and kenangan2 bodoh tu.

What i know is now aku sangat lega sbb dah lepas dari semua ni.
Aku dah x nak stuck dgn life kau. Dah tak sanggup.
Mcm org bodoh hadap semua bende kau.
Chance after chance dah bagi.
But still kau nak buat perangai, smpai aku dah malas nk hadap kau.

Please chase any of girl and hopefully u get what u want.
X perlu kau nak drag semua ex kau balik sbb kau lonely.
Get a life, seriously.


Cukup jadi bodoh sekali, jangan jadi bodoh berkali2.
You start it. I end it.

And sorry, i don't have enough middle fingers to show how i feel about u.


Get a life.