Hari ni nak meluahkan perasaan pasal "Past"
Do u have any of "ex" that u really hate?
It's like nak sangat2 anggap die tu x pernah wujud dalam hidup kite.
And kite x pernah ade any kind of relationship dgn die. Ade??
Well, aku ade. Yes, ade.
And that feeling is sangat2 annoying dgn perangai die. Sangat2 benci tahap gaban.
I bet everyone have own reason why benci their ex.
No such thing tibe2 benci tanpa sebab, kan?
Huh.
But this one. Urgh!! Aku x tahu nk describe camne.
Sangat2 benci and kalau boleh memang x nk mengaku ade hbungan dgn die.
Why la?? Why?? What was i thinking in the past?
Mcm orang yg sangat2 dumb and have no brain!! Arghh.
Tension sangat2 bile fikir balik.
It feels so much pain and so much regret and malu. Semua ade.
So, talking about this guy.
I seriously hate him so much.
Benci tahap tak nak ingat dia langsung.
Nak ingat muka dia pun naik tinggi darah ni.
Rase nk amik tangan tepis2 ingatan tu.
Seriously x boleh nk ingat muka dia. Sangat2 sakit hati.
Do u ever feel that too?
I dont know what happen to him, how's his life. I really dont give a damn about that.
Buat lah ape kau nak. Lantak kau and life kau. Aku sangat2 x nak tahu.
Or any perempuan yg kau dapat or any skandal kau and so on.
It's really pain. Mcm duri yg stuck dlm hati ni.
Even kau x nak fikir pasal dia.
But there's one time bile kau teringat apa yg die pernah buat, hati ni sakit sangat2.
So automatic bila x nak fikir pasal die, hati ni akan sakit bila ingat die balik.
Urgh, aku pun dah x tahu ape yg aku taip ni.
Plus serabut and menyampah and sakit hati. Banyak sangat!
Well, memang aku ckp dgn diri aku sendiri, that aku x nak ade kene mngena ngn lelaki tu lagi.
Sangat2 cukup dgn ape yg aku dah terima selama ni.
I've had enough with his lies.
Terlalu byk sangat penipuan. Sangat2.
Sampai aku dah x tahu ape jenis monster dia tu.
I mean, how can he live with all those lies?
Do u really have fun?
How can u live with that kind of heart? Seronok dgn penipuan tu?
Cukup la, memang aku dah kenyang sgt dengan penipuan kau tu.
Maybe ramai lagi kene tipu dgn kau sbelum ni. I dont even wanna know.
And maybe in future kau akan cari girl lagi utk kau tipu. Good luck with that.
The part yg aku paling benci skrg ni is, dia still boleh act like nothing happen.
Die text aku like mcm aku ni x penah benci die and die x buat salah.
U know how it feels when the person u hate so much can come easily and say hi to u?
Rasa rimas and annoying tahu tak?
Aku x tahu la ape reason kau perlu cari balik ex kau.
Nak try win her heart back or whatever, i dont know.
But seriously, org bodoh je boleh pergi balik kat kau.
Org yg sanggup kene tipu balik and percaya kat kau boleh la kau bodohkan.
Well, aku ade rase mcm skrg ni nk amik papan kayu ape2 , pukul kepale die sampai pecah.
Hah! Baru kau tahu camne bencinye aku kat kau.
Muka kau, barang kau, kelibat kau, gelak kau. Semua aku benci!!!
Tolong lah cari perempuan lain yg kau boleh jahanamkan hidup dia.
Aku sangat2 xde mase nak ingat pasal kau and kenangan2 bodoh tu.
What i know is now aku sangat lega sbb dah lepas dari semua ni.
Aku dah x nak stuck dgn life kau. Dah tak sanggup.
Mcm org bodoh hadap semua bende kau.
Chance after chance dah bagi.
But still kau nak buat perangai, smpai aku dah malas nk hadap kau.
Please chase any of girl and hopefully u get what u want.
X perlu kau nak drag semua ex kau balik sbb kau lonely.
Get a life, seriously.
Cukup jadi bodoh sekali, jangan jadi bodoh berkali2.
You start it. I end it.
And sorry, i don't have enough middle fingers to show how i feel about u.
Get a life.
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