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Hey baby
Today is sunday!
Soooooo deadddddd... Lesu dan x bermaya.
Haihhh..

Soo...
Hari ni guna cara shortcut utk update sume current aktiviti.
Mcm x biase pulak eh?

First
Antara aku dgn dye.. Hmm.. X lah, actually aku pun x tahu ape status ktorg.
Dlm hati aku lama maafkan dye. Thousand times dah ku bilang aku ni cpt sejuk. Haih.
So skrg ni aku dah maafkan dye. So both zero-zero.
But for starting back this relationship, i have no ideaaaaa..
Mybe dua2 dah selesa mcm ni kot? I donno...
Just for now, dua2 x nk kacau hidup masing2.
Cuma one thing aku trkejut and terharu sikit la.
Dye letak profile pic me and him together and delete pape pasl other girls kat fb dye.
Hmm..That was a good step! Keep it up. Hee..
Mcm tu baru bf aku name nye. Bwueks, x boleh blah..

Second
Sejak akhir2 ni aku dah starting caring lebih pd penjagaan kaki.
Cause.. Tumit kaki ku starting to pecah.. Huwaaaaa...
Sedihnye x terhingga.
After that terus aku cari jalan cmne nk prevent from jd lebih teruk.
So akhirnya farmasi juga lah pnyelamat ku. I love u farmasi!!!
Sume brg yg aku prlukn ade kat sane.
So for first step, aku just beli petroleum jelly from vaseline and cocoa butter lotion.
Petroluem jelly aku apply bfore aku tidur every night.
Yg cocoa butter lotion pulak aku apply every time aku kat office. Dgn bau coklat dye. Fuhh!!

Third
Sejak bekerja ni, rutin tidur harian aku is pukul 8.30 or 9.00 malam.
Waaao, skema betol. Gile awal kan tido.
Tapi nk buat cmne. Cause aku x suke klau aku rase ngntok kat office.
Mmg klau ngntok tu, rosak mood nk keje terus.
So utk prevent aku mgantok kat office, aku pun galakkkan diri sdiri utk tido awal.
Plus every morning aku bagun pukul 5.45 pagi. Wuahhhh!!! Lagi gile!
Aku gerak dari rumah pun around 6.20 or 6.30.
Klau lebih dari tu, confirm jem! I hate jemmmm!!!!

Fourth
Bulan puasa is cominggggg..
Of course i'm excited to celebrate puasa.
Dpt kuruskan badan. Hohooo..
Ehem, x lupa juga kumpul pahala and muhasabah diri okay? Hihiiii..
But one thing je x syok tahun ni..
Birthday aku jatuh pada bulan puasa!!
On 27hb of july :'( Huhuuuu...
X dpt nk celebrate mkn besar2an. Haihhh..
Bukn mksud aku nk mkn besar2an mase buka puase.
Cause klau buka puasa tu aku lebih suka klau makn sikit.
Tapi klau bday mesti la nk mkn besar.
So rasenye on bulan puasa ni x dpt nk smbut besar2an bday kali ni.
Xpelah, bulan puasa kan dpt rahmat lebih. Positive positive!!
Si mamat tu plak syok la birthday dye sbelum puasa.
Dye on 8hb of july. Huh! Benci!!

Fifth
My little handsome baby Hariss dah pmdai senyum skrg ni.
Omaga.. Sumpah this time i really fell in love with him.
Bfore this mmg aku x suka baby and budak. Never.
But since dye lahir, every single things aku blajar mcm mana nak jaga dye.
And it makes me sooooooooooo in love with him day by day..
And yg terbaru, mata dye dah boleh nmpk org.
So bila org acah dye je, dye akan senyum. Ya allah, mmg comel sgt2..
Bila dye senyum tu, hati ni rase gembira sgt2..
X sabar tggu bila dye boleh ketawa pulak. Haisy.. :')
And what i love the most is, hati aku dah terbuka utk dukung dye and main2 dgn dye.
Skrg ni every minute aku nk cium pipi dye, dahi dye, ubun2 dye..
And yg paling suka when dye genggam jari aku.. Its a beautiful moment...
Bfore this sume baby and budak aku x suka and jauhkn diri.
But with him, hati aku terbuka sgt2 utk terima baby..
Terima kasih ya allah.. :')
I promise i will take a good care of him..

Sixth
Snowy masih selamat dlm genggaman family aku.
Skrg ni yg satria gti tu je x selamat.
Coz ayah dlm planning nk jual kereta tu and gantikan snowy utk aku.
So, if terlaksana lah utk jual satria tu, snowy automatik jadi kereta mama.
So ayah kena cari kereta lain utk aku.
Ayah bagi dua pilihan sama ada, kelisa or saga.
Decision yg sgt payah!!
My fav car dah la kelisa. Klau aku dpt mmg nk convert tu mini cooper sikit.
Haisy, but mcm x berbaloi nk beli kereta kecik.
Dua2 harga nk dekat sama.
Saga pulak sgt2 berbaloi, coz dah besar.
Senang nk angkut sane sini.
Plus klau aku nk pkai smpai branak pinak nnti pun senang.
Tapiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii.... kelisaaa sgt comelllllll... Huwaaaaaaaaa...!!
I cant do itttt...!!


Well..
Tu je kot yg aku sempat share hari ni..
Ohya, jerebu! Hadui, teruknya jerebu skrg ni.
Dah nk masuk bulan puasa pulak tu.
Haish..
Hmm, harap2 kes jerebu ni cpt berlalu.

Di sini aku selitkan pic yg latest.
Dah lame x taruk gambar kat sini.
Dah mcm blog sape tah ha.

Bawah ni feeling nk jadi ibu sekejap. Hahaa.. Mak sedara yg mithali gituuu..

First experience pkai beg utk bawa baby. 

Sgt2 excited! ^^

Plus muka sombong x bley blah. 

I hv no idea why muka aku sometimes nmpk sombong padahal aku rase aku dah snyum? 

(-____-")

I LOVE U BABY HARISS :* 

        

39 Facts about me

Holla hollaaaa..

Skrg ni i on the way to sleep. Ayat ape tah?

Hahaaa, lantak okay.

But bfore tido, nk membebel jap. 

Mata pun x brape ngantok lagi..

So agak2 boleh la kot membebel kat sini jap. Hee..

So tonight aku nk membebel pasal diri sndiri. Hehee..

Yelah, xde idea nk ckp pasl topik ape kan.

So i choose meeee!!! ( pokemon style) Hahahaa..

Fact about me

1. I'm addicted to Milo. Sangat2!! Fav drinks milo and teh ais. Fuhh leley japp..

2. I'm afraid to Cockroach, Cicak and Badut. Tiga makhluk ni paling aku benci dlm dunie.

3. I love cats!! Soooooooooooooooooooooooo muchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! Paling suke klau dpt yg full colour putih. Omagashh..comelnyee..

4. I have 3 fav colour! First is Turquoise, second is Yellow Mustard, Third is Red Peach. 

Seriously rase heaven sgt2 klau nmpk tiga colour ni. Klau shopping pun brg yg aku pilih mesti colour ni.

5. Aku sgt2 pendiam with org yg aku x kenal. Only if dah kenal and selesa dgn dye, baru i release my real behavior.

6. Aku sgt sombong. Yg ni mmg x boleh tipu. Jujur habis. BUT. I only sombong with org yg aku x kenal je. And i dont even know why knape perangai aku cmtu. Heee..

7. I have backpain. Sakit tulang belakang. Bcause dulu aku suke sgt pkai high heels. Until it affects my back. So skrg kasut aku byk kasut yg mendatar je.. 

8. If nk tido, aku kena ada at least 4 bantal! One for head, the other two utk kanan and kiri. Lastly utk letak bwh lutut. Like i said, i hv backpain. Nk tidur pun sakit. So kene letak something utk support belakang.

9. Aku tidur dlm keadaan SELUBUNG. I repeat, selubung. Even panas mane pun, aku mmg tido dlm keadaan selubung. So pagi2, mmg xkan jumpe muke aku lgsung. Just nmpk whole body yg selubung je. 

10. I love cheese and mayonaise sooooo muchhhhhhh. 

11. I'm addicted to make up stuff. Every month msti ade je bnde aku beli make up stuff kat farmasi.

12. If keluar, bnde wajib aku pakai at least foundation and compact powder. Klau keluar yg special, tambah blusher, eyeliner and eye shadow. Thats all.

13. Sangat2 x suke tudung makcik! Yg ade awning kat ats tu. Sumpah x pnah pkai! Sgt2 x berkenan and i will never ever pakai. But for certain people mmg cntik pkai tudung tu. I hv no problem to see people wearing that, tapi aku x kan pakai.

14.  I love chocolate!! Sape x suke chocolate kan?? Eh ade! my sis yg gile tu x suke choc. Lupe plak.

15. Dlm byk2 fast food, my fav is Mcd and Pizza hut. Heee.. Eh, pizza hut tu kire fast food ke?? Tah la.

16. I love sweater and cardigan. Cardigan aku byk x terkira. But sweater only one. Huhu. Cedih. Bukan ape, aku x pnah jumpe sweater yg betul2 aku berkenan lagi slame ni. 

17. My fav male singer is Bruno Mars and fav female is Taylor Swift. Cause lagu dorg sgt2 sweet.

18. I love korea!! But not too fanatic. Just biase2 je.

19. My fav type of guy is.. Tinggi, White skin, Wear Spec, Nerd. Haha.. 

Fav jela. But if xde jodoh ngn guy cmni pun xpe.. Everyone ade type girl and guy yg dorg suke right?

20. Jenis pemarah and cepat marah. But sgt2 cepat sejuk jugak. Only if someone said sorry, aku akn trus maafkan. Hmm. Why i am so easy? -__-"

21. Aku cepat marah and cepat maki org. But after that aku akan mintk maaf dgn org tu. Aku sgt2 cepat rase brsalah. Hmm. U know tht moment when dah marah sgt2 smpai dah x boleh fikir ape. Cuma after that baru u sedar ape yg u buat tu salah. Hmm, i guess i am that kind of person.

22. I am jenis x mudah percaye org. Lagi2 when it comes to love. 

Aku pernah prcaya sesorg dulu, until memakan diri sdiri. After that aku susah nk prcaya lelaki. And bcause of him, aku sgt2 susah utk jd seseorg yg setia. 

23. Aku lebih suka ade seorang je best friend. Tak suka ramai2. 

24. Paling suka berjalan malam. Jalan2 pergi mana2 time malam. Rase lagi heaven malam dari siang.

25. Fav car is kelisa yg di modified mcm mini cooper. Sumpah comel gileee!!!!

26. Sgt addicted to cha-time. Pantang nmpk kat mane2 je, wajib stop and beli! 

27. Fav dress is fish tail design. Lagi2 klau ade my fav colour. Sumpah kene dptkan!

28. I love to eat chicken more than fish. X berkenan sgt ngn ikan.

29. I love seafood!!! Paling x tahan udang dgn ketam. Yummyy!!

30. Makanan yg aku x boleh makan is Ikan keli, Kepala sotong, Kepala ikan, Ulam-ulaman, semua jenis organ dalaman and sume jenis telur binatang like telur ikan la, telur sotong la. Eeeewww nk muntah ngn sume ni.

31. Hantu yg paling aku takut is hantu bungkus. Errrrrrr..

32. Dulu addicted to cerita seram, tapi smpai satu tahap tu diri sdiri jadi takut and x brani tgk dah.

33. Mghadapi msalah rambut gugur yg sgt menyampahkan. Tapi rambut tebal. So gugur byk mane pun still x nmpk berkurangan. Heee..

34. Ada penyakit susah nk tidur, and senang sgt terjaga. 

But only if i'm working je baru senang nk tido and menyampah gile nk jage!

35. I really love to talk with my love one at late night..

36. Cerita paling romantic i ever seen is The Vow. I cried. Seriously. 

37. Sangat benci teddy bear! Kecuali Pororo, Pedo Bear, and Rikkuma. Tiga ni mmg cute!!!

38. Pasang impian nk tinggal kat apartment in future, bela kucing yg gebu2 in house and honeymoon at korea. Ini sume impian okay. Hmm. 

39. I love sunset more than snow and beach.

Tu jelah, mate dah ngantok. Nk tido, esok keje. Cedih. 

Good night. Babai!!!

 

Wash away

Hye blog..
Currently aku tgh baring kat katil and have no idea what to do..
So jari aku rajin plak nk menaip kat sini.
So,why not?

Today utk kali ke brape tah aku single skali lagi.
Yah, klau org yg dah knal aku, mmg bosan pasl cite ni.
Yalah skejap on and off.
Tapi ni blog kan, so kau je tempat ku mgadu. Huhu..
So please hear me blog..

On petang tadi this one guy msj me.
Dye tanye whats up with my status kat fb tu.
And i said dah single and dont ask why.
Sbb aku dah mlas sgt2 nk crite.
Aku dah trlalu fedup, malas and bosan nk crite pasl prangai dye.
I really had enough.
Cukup lah aku dah bagi kau warning 3 kali bfore this.
But kau x berubah jugak.
Better aku yg tinggalkan bnde ni.

So back to that guy.
Luckily he understand me and x tnye byk.
I guess dye pun tahu aku tension.
But one thing. Aku x sangka dye msj aku balik.
Cause yes, aku ade msj dye dulu. But when i was single dulu.
After da cpl balik ngn annoying tu, aku dah stop msj dye.
But today he suddenly show up.
Seriously after that tragedy tu aku ingt dye akan bnci aku.
But today he shows up like nothing happen?
Aku pulak yg brsalah ngn dye. Haihhh..
But then he said nk ajak tgk wayang.
I was like, mule2 nak say no..
But then...why should i say no??
I'm single and no one can control.
So i should live my life kan.
Buat ape nk mnghadap kat org yg x deserve anything from me?

Aku tahu if someone bace ni confirm ingt aku ni prmpuan yg gunakan org.
But please, let me describe myself first..

When i'm in relationship, aku x kan msj lelaki lain.
Aku sgt2 respect and jage hati bf aku.
Aku x nak dye sedih or ape2 if he knows i msj with someone else.
If ade pun, thats is bcause aku dgn lelaki tu btol2 BERKAWAN.
So thats why aku brani utk msj dye coz i noe it will not lead us to bnde yg lain.
ONLY!! Klau aku single, baru aku btol2 msj ngn lelaki lain.
Yes, cause why? Cause aku x perlu nk jage hati sape2 and respect bf aku sdiri klau xde bf kan?

Aku x ingat bulan bile aku starting ubah to fasa yg btol2 "faithful" with my relationship.
But pasal bnde tu lah it creates me for who i really am right now.
Starting on that fasa tu, aku dah x cheated anymore.
I only trust him and only him. No more other guys.

But today, dah terlerai kpercayaan aku.
Sume lelaki just same, if dah menggatal tu x ingat dunie.

Yes i believe if it is karma. I accept it with open heart.
Cause aku dah byk hancurkan hbungn org lain bfore this and i really regret.

But this time pnye break up aku x menangis or heart broken.
It feels like hearts bcome stronger. Aku x tahu nk terang cmne.
If our couple leave us bcoz of something else, boleh faham la sedih cmne.

But ni break bcoz u have no trust to him anymore.
Rase sigh, x gune, myesal dah bazir mase and duit sume ade.
Dah xde mase nk crying and heart broken dah.
Just leave him and clean all the messed.
Just love yourself is enough. No need to trust anyone.

So after this i will hv more time with my other friend.
Nk kluar ke, nk hangout ke, nk tgk wayang ke. I dont care anymore.
Cukuplah aku jage hati mamat tu. Prnah dye jage hati aku? No.

Just leave it all to me. I will wash u away.

But one thing je aku risau..
Aku jenis sgt2 pemaaf.. Lebih2 dgn org yg aku prnah syg.
Lagi2 if i heard a cry ke ape. Haisyyy..
Aku sgt2 cepat marah, but aku jugak sgt2 cepat sejuk.
Lebih2 if someone says sorry and really mean it..
X smpai 5 minit aku boleh maafkan org tu.
Haisshhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!

Please la, dont let it happen dlm mase trdekat ni.

For now mmg aku rase x nk cari dye.
No, i dont want u back.
U dont deserve me, and my changes, at all.


And for  some reason..
Aku rase aku x patut berubah jadi org yg faithful..
I really dont need this shit.

Back to your old life lea.. That will be so much better.

Mistakes

Lame x update. Hmm.
But alhamdulillah hari ni ade mase terluang sikit, so dapat update blog yg dah bersarang ni. Hihi

Officially skrg aku dah bekerja.
Dgn bapak sdiri je pun -__-" Hahaaa
But even ngn bapak sdiri pun, this time punye offer salary mmg aku x boleh tolak.
Sebulan gaji aku dlm rm 2000 lebih.
Standard diploma, 1 300 until 1500 je.
Klau nasib yg baik, dpt la cari office yg offer smpai 2000 utk diploma. Haih.
So this time mmg aku x tolak la. Heee..

Tapi thinking utk smbung blaja, yes i want too..
But tah dpt ke tak? Hmm..
But i was thinking, xkan nk live with gaji dip je smpai branak pinak nnti?
That is not enough. Utk tampung family sume ngn gaji dip? Hmm..
Tah la, but aku rase satu hari nnti aku yg susah.
Perkare ni still dlm perbincangan. Next time la aku pikir. Hmm.

And hari ni. Tercetus perang lagi.
Dah lame x bergaduh. Tetibe dye nk buat prangai lagi.
Aku dah fedup. Sumpah dah fedup.
Aku respect kau berhabis2an, aku hormat ko as bf aku and jage hati ko bgai nak rak.
But kau just! Argh! Pergi mati.

Memang lpas ni aku x kan jage hati ko lagi.
Same mcm ko buat kat aku kan? Fine.
U dont deserve my respect at all.