Escape

Feeling hambar nak update kali ni.
Blurghhh..

Sbb?
Sbb dah byk missed topic yg nak cerita.
So feeling dah kurang excited sikit.

Well, nvm.
Try kejar balik yek?

Okay. Somehow, aku ade satu issue.
Masalah yg besar dlm diri sendiri.
I was like berperang dgn diri sdiri.
U know how it feels?
Like aku marah on something, but bende tu x dpt nk diluah.
So it turns me into a grumpy person.
Muke masam je, even bnde kecik aku akn like fedup.
Nak marah, tapi x boleh. So u just kept to urself and die with that feelings.

Hurhhh..
Ni salah satu bnde yg negative.
Like xkan kau nak muke bengis je tiap hari?
And feeling pressure and stress all day?

Omg... -__-
I swear.. This job makes me turn into some kind of monster..
I became someone else.
Girl yg sgt2 grumpy and pendiam and kept alone to herself..

Okay.. I was not that bad actually..
I love my job..
I really do. I love the environment and people in there.
Semua caring pasal aku. I was like their baby girl.
Mcm treat aku like kecik and faham aku suke main2 mcm mane.
Dorg faham aku suke menyakat mcm mane.
I really love people in there.
We all like family. Even some guys are trying to be more than that. Erk.

Cume.. I dont have my private life..
I dont hv anything that i really wanna do..
Mcm selame yg aku buat ni x releaskan tension aku lagi.
I was like errrrghh... Mcm geram, layu sume ade..

But. Somehow.
Aku nk try cari vacation ape2 lepas ni.
I dont care even dpt escape skejap.
Even for one day. I dont care.

Anyway, aku dah set plan baru nak escape.
Kalau genting dah siap, dah lame aku lari genting.
Nak main game, nk release tension. Nak pakai sweater.
I really love that  kind of feeling.

Nvm, next plan lepas raya.
This one member nak ajak aku teman die pegi melaka.
Semate ape? Semata nak teman die masuk muzium sane.
Alahai.. Gile muzium jugak rupenye.
Hari tu die pegi, and die ckp x abis nk redah melaka lagi on that day.
So nak pegi lagi sekali and ajak aku.

I was like hmmmm....
" Tengok lah"
But if dah ajak bercuti ape salahnye.
I dont care who u are, just take me to any place that i can be myself.
Weiii, i really need a vacation...

Sumpah tepu otak ni.
I need a escape.
Take me away from work.
I need one. I really do.

" Bawa..
Daku pergi.. ""Pacu laju2, kita dari realiti.."

Tak sabar!!