Hamutaro

Wednesday, 2 January 2013

I miss the old you









Every night i cried.

Why dont he get it..?

Sometimes aku rase aku mcm patung utk dye.
Dye just tgk aku dgn pndangan kosong.
Aku rase dye pndg aku mcm aku ni xde depan mate dye.

Does he terpakse?
Terpakse terime aku?
Sbb kesiankan aku?

Thought this will end in happy way..
But even aku brubah, ni yg aku kne terime..
Ignore...?

I feel so alone..
No one care..

I change, and this is i get..

Semalam aku x tahu ape jadi,
Mind aku loss control.. Tekanan.
Nangis dari pkol 10 sampai 2 pagi.


Just..
It hurts so much..

Aku x bermakne dlm hidup dye.

Do u know what it feels, when someone that means so much to u didnt care about u.............



The other one.
Last night, lelaki tu msj aku.
Every night mmg ade msj dye.
Aku x tahu bile dye nk stop.

And what hurts is, dye msj,
"I know u hurt,
 i can love u,better than him.
i can treat u better than him.
 i saw ur wall, i know evrything.
u wrote evrything for him, but he didnt repay anything.
Just stop hoping for him, i can love u more"
Aku tahu dye stalk aku. but i dont know which one is him.


That breaks my heart..
Aku nangis teruk..
I'm hoping for someone yg aku x tahu dye syg aku ke tak..
Does he need me??
Does he love me??
Does he want me as much i want him??

Why i cant see the old him?
Why everytime i see him i didnt see the same guy that used to love me?

Aku x tahu smpai bile aku akn nangis cmni, every single night..








If u know how much u really mean to me..
I dont want anybody else other than you... :'(












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