Well, hari ni x tahu nak update ape.
Actually everyday ade bnde menarik yg jadi.
But aku pulak tangguh2 update blog, so feeling nk story balik kat blog dah kurengg.
Well, aku nak cite satu bnde ni..
Bnde ni dah lama, but until now aku still terfikir2 jugk smpai skrg.
On january hari tu,
We went to cinema, we ate meatball and etc.
On that night,
Hp si dye berbunyi, ade mesej masuk.
So i wonder, sape yg nk mesej dye?
I opened, that girl. His classmate yg msj.
About that girl,
I really hate her. I know she single, so dye byk bergntung on my bf.
So, gf mane yg x marah if ade prmpuan mcm tu kan?
On that mesej, dye tulis " Gud night bla bla...." ( i dont remember other words)
So that time, aku dah menyirap. Why she need to send gd nite to my bf?
Even it's a good night mesej, i still be mad.
So that time, si dye pergi toilet.
So i took his phone and replied her.
" Send ur goodnite wish to other guy, not my bf "
Nah! Padan muke kau! Hambek!
Nak sgt goodnight kat laki org. Huh!
And until today, my bf doesnt know anything.
Before this, ade previous post yg aku ade cerita aku prgi sg. congkak with him.
We went there with our officemate. So some of them bring their family.
One of our friends named "Om". We call him abg om.
He just got married. And his wife is very protective.
So that time, aku tgk abg om mcm terikat dgn bini dye.
I mean, bini dye x byk becampur ngn ktorg. Dye just nk melekat ngn abg om je.
So ktorg pun x ley nk sembang2 and kcau dye sgt.
That feeling is serious x best, coz he is funny. So ble dye terikat ngn bini dye, tetibe jd senyap.
So, dye pun x boleh nk brcmpur ngn ktorg.
And bila otw balik tu, i was in car with him.
Aku pun luahkan la ape yg aku rase pasl that thing.
And the funny thing is, my bf said, perangai bini dye sbijik mcm prangai aku.
I was like HAAA???? Why ME???
Then he said, kau rase2 same x prngai mcm dye?
Dont u think u guys are same?
Coz bfore this pun dye ade bising2 coz i'm not "into" his friends sgt.
So i said, " That is not true!! " I'm not like that!
Alright, then he give me one situation,
" Byangkan if aku kluar ngn member2 kelas aku, will u join us??"
Dalam hati aku, " Of course x nak, coz tu member dye, bukan member2 aku"
"Nak aku buat ape kat sane? Jadi patung??"
Belum sempat aku jawab pape2 lagi, dye dah jwb dulu.
" Of course ko x nak kan???" Sbb kau x nk campur dgn kawan2 aku"
I was like ha??????????
Mcm mane dye tahu what i was thinking??
So dye sambung membebel lagi,
" aku boleh nmpk mase dpn aku bile kite kawin nnti. Hidup aku akan jdi mcm abg om. Mcm tu lah ko akan control aku nnti bile kawin"
I was like hmmm.. Am i too cruel? Am i too protective? Am i too control his life??
I dont want to make all those thing to him.. He will be sad, not happy with me..
I keep thinking those thing..
On that night, aku mimpi bnde yg same..
Aku dah x ingt mimpi tu mcm mane..
But what i remember is, i see how unhappy he is....
Then *POOM* i woke up from that dream.
Aku pgg hp.. and fikir lame2...
Should i do this?
I opened new message and write all my apologize towards her. * his friend*
I apologize for being rude to her on that day..
Then i send..
She replied, she knows i worried about my bf. But she said she wont take him from me..
I felt relieve..
And after that, i'm not controlling him anymore..
And i feel glad coz i made ittt! I can control myself. Hihihi.
And what important is, i'm not controlling him anymore..
I want him to be happy..
Not by gadoh with me evryday pasl his friend.
So i want to be lebih berfikiran terbuka pasl ni.. :)
I did this for him ;) Wish u be more happy by my side :)
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