I'm not gonna lie to you, I did care about you. I did spend all those nights crying for you. I did feel sad when you were not around. I did spend hours waiting for your replies and worst of all, I did spend all those days hoping that one day you'll love me like I loved you.


I smile. I laugh like I am fine, but I am really bleeding inside. All I wanted was to hold you close and never let you go. You will never know the kind of feelings I've had for you. You're shutting me out.


No matter how long it takes to heal my broken heart, it will never be fully healed without you there right next to me holding me tightly and never letting go.


Sometimes I wish that we had never ended, sometimes I wish that you'd call me, sometimes I wish that I could feel your touch one more time, sometimes I wish I was the one for you, but no matter how much I wish for it, it never comes true. No matter how much I love you, you will never love me.


Everyone tells me to move on. Everyone tells me that you're not worth my tears. Truth is, they're lying. You are worth my tears. Because I'm willing to cry about you, because I really do love you. 


My happy moments came about when I was with you. Now you're no longer here, what am I to do? You promised me that you'd always be by my side. To make sure everything will be alright. Don't you remember you told me you loved me. Or was that all a lie? Cause these tears keep falling when thoughts of you cross my mind. I miss you


Although you wont care for me, the way I want you to. Although you wont be there for me, when I need you to. Although you wont listen to me when I'm troubled. Although my heart aches...I love you...and will still choose to love you...


I'm sorry. I know we fight, but who doesn't? We aren't perfect. We're gonna fight sometimes. But I'm never going to stop loving you, no matter how much we fight or what we fight about. I just want to let you know that I love you and i'm apologizing, whether I started it or not, 
it is because I love you more than I love my pride. 
I would rather lose a stupid argument than losing you...  :'(