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Everytime post sumthing kat blog ni, aku mengeluh.
Coz action speaks louder than word.
But i am using word instead of action.
Hmm..
Tah, mybe i'm useless, coward or whatsoever..
I'm not so brave to start an action.
So just dpt luah kat blog ni..
I'm sorry blog if u hv so much trouble listening to my problems.
Just i dunno who i can talk with..
I'm sorry i caused so much trouble to u..


Does he think bout me?

Yes, i've been thinking bout him, i miss him so much..
But that is my feeling..
Only me.

People said,
"If u love someone, u will chase that person no matter what..
U'll be thinking bout that person all the time. U will afraid to lose them"

But does he feel the same?

Half of my heart says,
He didnt care about me anymore.
Mybe he really move on this time.
Mybe he really want to get rid of me.
Does this 4 years means nothing to him?

All his weird stuff.
Bfore this he is very protective.
But now, dye yg unfriend,
He is the one to choose to let me go.
Sometimes dye yg x msj, x call.

Gosh...
Baru perasan sume bnde ni..
Mybe....
He didnt love me anymore.
Dye dah xde feeling..
Now i get it.

Thats why he choose to let me go.
Even aku gado ngn dye brape juta kali pun aku x prnah tfikir nk ptuskn ape2.
But dye. Easily....

Even last msj pun dye ckp "lelaki mane yg tahan dgn prangai ko"
He really mean it..
Dye btol2 nk pegi kali ni.
I caused so much trouble to him..
I'm sorry...........

Mybe i should really go..
I burden him too much..
He hates me so much.

I'm sorry if sumtimes i'm thinking bout u,
i'm sorry if i miss u..
i'm sorry if i want u so badly..

That's all i can do without u knowing evrything..



I should go...


I should really go this time..

I'm sorry.. i just love u sooo much..