Dont judge me

Last nite we talked on the phone.
Pkol 2 pagi.
He told me that one of his friend ckp aku sombong.
Wth? At first aku mmg terkejut.
Bile mase pulak dye ade kwn yg kisah pasl aku?
Aku tanye when and why kwn dye ckp cmtu.

Then he said kawan prmpuan yg satu kelas dgn dye.
Oic.. Aku tahu kwn prmpuan dye tu. But aku x expect dye nk tahu pasal aku plak.
Based on his story, prmpuan tu jenis hyperactive sikit. So dye mmg brsemangat tiap2 hari and bising.
So aku dah boleh bayangkn la prmpuan tu cmne.
Jenis yg crazy, loud and what so ever.

He said yg prmpuan tu ade nmpak aku time konvo eya tu.
She say Hye kat eya, and dye nk tegur aku jugak time tu.
But dye ckp aku just jalan, tunduk and pandang hp.
HAHAHA, THAT IS SOOOO ME.
Yes, memang aku mcm tu.

Dari perspektif aku,
Sepanjang aku jalan ngn eya tu, sumpah la byk kwn dye yg tegur dye.
So x kan la aku nk menyampuk.
Aku just follow belakang dye jela.
Yang eya plak bising2 ckp aku suke jalan blakang dye, dye nk aku jalan tepi dye.
Hello? apek cine? Bute ape? Org lalu lalang kat situ, boleh plak nk suruh aku jalan tepi dye.
Dah la sempit laluan nk ke bilik hantar baju konvo tu.
Lagi nk suruh aku jalan brkepit ngn dye.
Aku kepit gune sepit ketam kang baru ade akai!

Back to the story, mule2 memang aku rase bengang la jap ngn statement tu.
Suke2 je pggil aku sombong.
Ramai sgt kot kawan dye, expect aku nk senyum kat sorg2?
Koyak la mulut ni. Hahahaa, alasan org malas senyum tu.
Plus, aku x kenal dye. And aku x expect dye nk tegur aku.
So, Sorry..

But bile fikir balik, yes truly aku rase yg salah.
Sbb x senyum??
Yelah, bf kaki peramah, friendly, mgacau org, hyperactive, tegur satu dunie.
Gf dye plak evil witch, pontianak, zombie, dark side, horror, xde mulut, senyap, ape lagi.
Aku jenis x peramah and friendly.
But once orang tu jadi kawan aku, attitude aku akn brubah same skali.
Dgn kwn sdiri buat ape nk diam? Tumbuk, cubit, tampar, smack down kaw2 la kan.

So the point is, dont judge me.
Memang aku yg salah x friendly dgn org.
But i have my own attitude, which is kena brkawan dgn aku dulu.
And then, u will receive my real behavior.
Aku susah nk baik dgn org yg aku x kenal sgt.
So sorry for my attitude.
But u cant change me.

So that time jugk dye kene sound setempek dgn aku.
Suke hati nk sound gf sdiri.
Ingat aku senang2 ke terime nasihat dye?
Jangan harap la bangggg.

Bile fikir balik,
Dye tu jenis active, bising, mengacau hidup org.
Aku plak berlawanan dgn sume perangai dye.
BUT THEN,

WHY WE STICK TOGETHER???