Spoken

Mind dah celaru. Last two hours tadi dye tnye aku. Aku still syg dye ke tak?

Aku dah haaaaaaaaaa... Why kena bangkitkan isu ni? 

Aku x suke isu ni sbb nnti mmg xkan settle. Xkan ade the exactly solution.

Why he need to ask this type of question?

On the phone lak tu? No, aku kena reply bnde cmni dlm msej!

Not on the phone, coz nnti tah ayat ape kuar dari mulut aku.

So aku ajak dye mesej instead of ckp dlm phone.

Hmm, cmne aku nk terangkan kat ko eya?

I still love u..

But i dont want to be controlled.

Aku lagi selese cmni. 

No one nk marah aku, no one nk jelous, no one nk tnye ape bnde aku buat stiap hari mcm polis.

Seriously aku x suke and x nk sume bnde tu!

Bfore clash tu pun nk dkat seminggu brgaduh. Sumpah aku x larat dah, aku da penat nk gado.

Aku da pnat nk terangkan sume bnde. 

Bnde yg aku x buat pun ko akan tuduh aku buat. 

So what for this relationship klau nk tuduh menuduh?

Aku syg kau lagi, no other else.

Even klau ko nk ckp aku curang pun, aku x pnah move to mane2 lelaki pun.

Aku x pnah declare pun nk couple nk sape2, even aku single skrg ni.

Tak ade lelaki lain.

I'm still hoping.

Hoping for something, but i dont know it is..

Something yg at least dpt buat aku bahagia.

Something that will change this relationship.

Yes, aku nk bahagia dgn ko, but i dont know how.

Dye ade tnye whether aku still rase terikat ngn dye ke x.

Aku tnye balik what kind of terikat? aku x rase ape2 terikat pun, lagi2 da single.

He said terikat like "aku x boleh nk pegi kat lelaki lain if he still around me"

That time aku x jwb soalan tu. Coz aku rase dye yg nk move on.

Aku tawu dye dah fedup bnde2 cmni. Lagi2 melayan aku.

Why x ckp je yg ko nk move on and cari gf lain? Tu ayat yg aku reply.

But.......... 

Do u know,what my heart wanna say?  :'(

"Pls be around me, Please stay with me... 

Even kite xde pape ikatan pun,  Please be around me.

I dont want to fall to anyone else,
So please be around me so that i still can see u, instead of another guy.

Don't disappear...

Don't move on, Don't leave me.."  :'(

Kachima... Dont go..  :'(

Aku x prnah trfikir nk cari lelaki lain nk gantikan tmpt ko.

Why u always keep thinking such thing?

Aku x boleh nk control ko.

Or syg ko lebih dari diri aku sdiri.

Aku x boleh menaruh sgala harapan, kprcayaan sume kat ko.

Anytime ko boleh tinggalkan aku.

I dont want to trust anybody, especially my own bf.

I've been hurt once. 

I dont want to get through all those shit again.

Never.

Aku just boleh setia and prcaya kat sorg saje.

Suami aku. 

That person, i will akur for evrything he say.

I will believe him,

I will give him evrything.

Love, Happiness, Trust, Loyalty, Fear, Pain, Feelings..

I'm looking forward to know who is he.

And yes syg.. I hope that person will be, you.

Only you..