Hamutaro

Saturday, 21 July 2012

1st Ramadhan

Dah selesai satu hari brpuasa. :)
X rase lapar sgt, lapar sikit je. Lebih2 time petang. Perut macam hape tah.

This is my first day puasa,
and it is also not my lucky day.

Cause pagi2 dah gadoh ngn ayah.
Plus si dye pun buat hal yg memang sgt2 myakitkan hati aku hari ni.
Ingtkan he will be the cure for the pain, but endless as a (Really2 good pain)
Smpai 2 3 kali aku mnangis ingat balik.

Tah why bnde ni effect aku sgt.
Aku pun x tahu.
Smpai aku amek tindakan drastik sgt.
Cause aku btol2 rase kecewa ngn dye.

Entah berbaloi ke x aku brubah?
Or it will end like other guys yg dulu?

Mybe niat dye same ngn lelaki dulu.
Once aku change, sume bnde ni akan jadi.
That guy yg akan create the prob, and it will make me not to trust him anymore.

Hati aku hancur, Thats It.

Mybe ko suke show off dgn prmpuan lain yg ko tu single.
Fine.
Go ahead.

Right now, aku risau satu bnde,

Once hati aku da hncur ngn seseorg tu, i dont care anymore.
Once aku dah tahu if dye nk prmpuan lain, i wont care anymore.


Tu perangai aku.

Jgn bagi aku tak endah smpai mcm tu skali ngn kau.
Pls dont make it happen.

Baru skrg dye rase aku byk mrajuk ngn dye.
Yes, i admit it.
Aku byk merajuk ngn dye.
U know why?

Aku x kan merajuk klau ko x penting dlm hidup aku.
Aku xkan amek endah if i dont love him.

Bfore this, mane pnah aku mrajuk ngn ex2 aku smpai cmni.
Buat bodo lagi ade la.
Coz for me, they are not the person that i want in my life.
So fikir logik, Klau kite x syg org tu, buat ape kite nk kisah pasl dye kan?
Same goes to me.

But today, tah...
Hati aku, dah mcm ape tah.
Ko really nk show off ko single?
Ko x nk org tahu ko ade gf?

That why ko malu ngn post aku kan?
It will ruin ur reputation kan?

I understand.
I noe what u want.

Hancur.












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