Musnah

Yes, aku salah. Aku penipu. Aku la segale2nye paling jahat dlm dunie ni.
I admit, mmg aku kejam. Yes, so dont be so nice to me. Layan la aku seburuk2nye. Paling buruk yg ko mampu reach.
At last, mate aku da start pedih slps brtahun2 x pedih :')  Thank you so much life. Thank you for made my love story ending like this. Mybe i deserve this. Bukan mybe, mmg patut. There's no place utk girl mcm aku dlm dunie ni.
Well, aku da betul2 praktikkan ape yg aku blajar dari ex aku bfore this. Because of my first love yg prnah aku syg sgt2, aku da revenge utk sume lelaki yg aku knal.
To ex- thank you for making me believe that there is no such thing of 'loyalty' in this world.

Finally, i'm single :') bcause of my own fault. i play with his feelings. i didnt realize how much he means to me. But he hurts too much.. I really2 hurt him, a lot.. Aku tawu dye da penat. Da terlalu penat hidup dgn aku. Mybe aku mmg da ditakdirkan utk hurt kan semua lelaki dlm hidup aku, even aku syg sgt2 pun. Aku x kan appreciate mane2 lelaki even i've seen brape lame dye setia ngn aku. Pls forgive me.. Forgive me.. I just dunno what to do with my own love.. I hate my love story, all of them! I'm stupid, i'm useless..

Now...
Put a smile on my face and stay strong.. U turned it like this lea.. U deserved this.. U deserved to be hated by him.. He hates u so much. There's no forgiveness anymore..

I hurt myself too much.. :'(  My heart is in pain..

Ya allah, pls made me forget him.. 

Pleaseeee.... Pleaseeee... :'(