Petang yang Shahdu~~

Hari ni sgt2 membosankan. But Joe Brooks dpt membuat kan aku terbuai shahdu hari ni dgn lagu dye. haha. Ayat mane aku cekau ni? Hari ni mcm biase lah, mama still mengecat kat ruang tamu tu, and aku plak kemas dapur and melantak dan on9. haha. Hari ni sgt2 bosan.. Sumpah sgt bosan!
Hmm, and more thing, aku x mesej si dye yg jauh tu lgsung. Coz aku xde krdit. Hmm, kat blog pun aku nk tipu diri aku eh? haha. okay2,fuhh... Hmm, cmne nk describe hbungn aku ngn dye ar? Okay... I guess we're not happy.. Aku still ade duit, boleh beli topup. But i dont want. Coz aku x nk contact dye. .......... WHY??  Bcause i can feel that he's not happy with me :(  And aku pun x excited mane nk contct dye. Mybe i was right.. I guess we should be friend....... 
Dulu mase jadi member ngn dye, aku sgt2 happy and excited coz asyik nk berkepit ngn dye je. But now, even da naik pangkat from member to gf, but...... ntah.. I dunno how to describe..

Does he loves me? Do i love him?
Does he thinking of me? Does he need me?

:(